I am currently sitting in seat 8A on my flight to Washington
D.C. This is not my first trip to D.C.,
in fact, I’ve traveled to D.C. once or twice a quarter for the past three
years. The difference in this trip is
that it is my first business trip after having a baby.
I admit that after I gave Jake a hug and kiss and Camden a
squeeze and a kiss good-bye I teared up walking out the door. This time is different. It tugs my heartstrings that I won’t be there
the next couple of nights to tuck Camden in to bed or sleep with my husband by
my side.
In an effort to stay positive, I am determined to not let
the requirement of travel in my job ruin my perspective of everything. Instead, I am trying to embrace this as an
opportunity for God to teach me more about Him and me as an individual since
I’ve had a baby.
Before going back to work I came to terms with the fact that
I am a working mom and in order for me to accomplish things like paying our
mortgage or paying off student loans this season is necessary in my life. Jake and I both agree on what our priorities
are for the next few years financially and my job is a blessing and helps us
reach those goals. In turn I have to be
away from my husband and my son because of work obligations.
In the few hours since I left the house and got to the
airport, God already revealed some blessings that come out of leaving my boys
for a little while. For example, it is
an incredible blessing that I have full faith and confidence in my husband as a
dad. I know that while I am away, Camden
couldn’t be in better care. I was also
able to take the time during my drive to the airport to listen to podcasts and
hear sound advice from experts on how to pursue passion in my marriage and date
my spouse. My mind is now reeling with
ideas on how to make Valentines Day special for Jake and usually Valentines Day
is not a big thing for us.
I believe in my heart that although I am away on business
and my attention will be on my work agenda, I can use this time to pursue
one-on-one time with the Lord. Being
away from the things that command my attention most, gives me the chance to be
present with the Lord and open my heart to His voice. When God has my full attention and I listen
to His voice, there is a positive effect on every aspect of my life. Instead of looking at this as a work trip,
I’m looking at is as a get-away with God.
Today, seat 8A is where God has placed me at this season in
my life. I know that I am supposed to
work right now. I trust that if our
family is supposed to go a different direction or my career is supposed to
change God will let me know that in His time.
I am going to look at my
experiences both professionally and personally as opportunities to see God work
in my life and allow Him to reveal things to me that will make me a better
woman of God, better wife and better mom.
My eyes, ears and heart are open to being present in this season and embracing
life as it is right now, business travel and all!
I look forward to the rest of my getaway with God and I’ll
let you know how it goes! I’m excited to
see what God has in store for us these next couple of days!
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