Wednesday, January 6, 2016
not a resolution person this year? me neither.
For so many people , the new year brings in the chance for new opportunities, new goals, new bodies, new ambitions, and for some new beginnings. We are bombarded on social media by mantras encouraging wellness and stability, pictures of athletes or trainers showing you what "you could be" if you just follow their plans, and news articles promising better organization skills, steps to financial freedom and 10 ways to be a better mom and wife this year.
For a lot of people these are encouraging and inspiring but if I'm being completely honest, I sort of hate all of it. Truthfully, most of these things have the exact opposite effect on my brain, rather than encouraging me I get discouraged, feel left out, like I'm doing something wrong or that there is something wrong with the current way I live my life, eat my food, or raise my family.
What if I don't want to or feel the need to change? What if I want to learn exactly what I am supposed to learn by living right where I am at? I'm not saying that I don't like to better myself but that doesn't mean I have to drastically change my mindset, my appearance or my lifestyle? What if something I'm focusing on this year is simply contentment? Contentment with exactly where God has me and actively working through my current emotions of just being me.
Honestly, six days into the new year, I haven't felt all that inspired to do anything. In fact, it is all I can do to just trust God with where I am at. Last year presented a lot of challenges and unexpected journeys for me and this year, I am doing my best to just be present in what that still means for my family.
Each morning I have woken up and had to actively pursue God in an effort to ask Him to help me just live in this moment. I hate the pressure of resolutions or goal creating at the beginning of February because I feel like its a fad at this point.
So if you are anything like me and right now you are just working on being you, not changing you, more power to you! I understand feeling the pressure to do something, change something or be something different because its a new year but how about we just rest in the fact that the Lord has brought us to this very moment and He wants to work in our hearts and loves us JUST AS WE ALREADY ARE. After all, isn't that the whole reason he died for us on the cross? To save us, just as we are.
Final Note: If you are all about resolutions this year, more power to you! This was written in order to encourage those that are in a similar boat as I am. Sometimes some people just need to resolve to just be where God has placed them. Other times, God calls us to move in other directions, if that's your current journey with the Lord, rock on, friend!