There will be moments in your life when you have no control of the outcome of a situation. Moments in which you see the train coming but can't move off the tracks or control the speed of the train.
Right now I am in one of those moments. There are signs that something bad could be coming but there is no guarantee that the situation will go in that direction. I am left in a position in which I can either stress, fret or worry or I can submit to the understanding that I serve a God bigger than me.
I believe in my soul that these are the moments where your relationship with God matters the most. I feel the spiritual warfare happening right around me and I know that there are forces trying to convince me that God does not have good plans for me nor does He want to give me blessings.
Here's the thing: no matter what happens in this situation, my God will not forsake me. IF His plans are not the same as MY plans, I will know in my heart at some point that His plans are always better than ours. Also, if this turns into a situation where I am upset and feel angry at God, the good news is that God is tough enough to handle me at my worst and still use it to mold me into my best.
So on a day like today when I am struggling to sort out my feelings, I will remain in a posture of faith. I will be on my knees praying that God's will is done in my life and praying that His will is done in the lives of my family members. I will pray and trust in the fact that God has walked these steps before me and ordained each of my days on this earth.